My Own Worst Enemy

I'm sitting here thinking about how I'm my own worst enemy. Most of my life's challenges have been my own fault. It's kind of a tragic thought. Isn't it interesting how we could have some of the things that we want, but it's usually at a price we're not willing to pay. It's very hard to write this blog because I'm pretty sure that almost no one will read it, but I can't treat it like a journal in case people do. So without too much detail or self-pity, suffice it to say that I'm having a rough night. They seem to be happening a lot lately. Thanksgiving is just around the corner though, right? I get to see my family and my dog. I miss them very much. The value of my family is something that I'm just beginning to understand. I mean, I knew that they'd always be there, but I haven't really considered the depth of their love until recently. Thanksgiving note: I am thankful for family.